Awkward...

Soo .... 

This is my first ever blogpost....
And I have tons of ideas, but there is one problem... HOW can I begin. My head is a mess and I have no idea what to write at the beginning of a post. Maybe you'll have to grow into it or something.
Okay after a lot of thinking, writing and then deleting it again I came up with one of the greatest way to start.. ahum... Well okay I think i'll just start right with telling why I decided to make a blog ..



I started blogging, because I need to tell things to people! Not really big things, but just things in my life or things that DO bother me. Yes I know I can talk to my mom and dad, but sometimes I just need to tell my story to a complete stranger. And internet is the perfect place to tell it. I mean come'on! I have no idea who reads this .. if it's going to be read. But I also made this page so I can type anything I want... like my own diary ... but without the privacy thing.

I have no idea how I will write... Like it's someone else's story or just from my point of view. I think the first one is easier to do but the second one is more honest.  My second thing is WHEN i'll going to write..? Once a week? Twice a week? Everyday? I don't know yet.. I think I'll just have to wait and see when and how.

What I am about to write .. I don't know that too. I have NO idea what's bothers me next week or what I'm going to do next week. Like I said I'll just wait and see.

That sentence fits me SO much right now.. With everything I do, I say: 'Laura, just wait and see what happens.'  Oh I just found another reason why I started this blog. 'Why not, just wait and see what happens, maybe people are going to read it.. Maybe not .. Just wait and see how everything goes ..'

Keep on living and dreaming, never give up and just wait and see what happens next ...

Big love,
Laura.